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Monday, August 6, 2012
ammunition

In bed now.

Times like these I question the point of it all.


Doesn't it suck when it appears like no one is able to understand?

I can't say I haven't felt this more than once in my life and each time I look back I feel like some people did understand but in my own despondence I had shut them out and warped myself in my own thoughts.

History doesn't make it much easier. The pain isn't any lesser.

It's not a matter of wavering faith – we have gone deep beyond that.

Remembering the whole 'God save me god save me god save me god' saga. It feels strangely magical.

Don't know what to fight for.

I need a sign.

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