Tuesday, February 28, 2012
Sonia from Jayesslee is engaged! Her fiancé seems like a good man.
Tomorrow, I will be going to pierce my ear. Again. The last time I did it was Sec 1, probably? Which was a good half-decade ago, wowwwww.
I forgot to play my ukulele today! OH NO!
I also realise that I have lost the ability to make up stories in my mind, and to pen these stories down. Simply put, I have probably lost my imagination. I cannot really pinpoint when exactly this started to occur, but the safest bet would probably be Sec 4. This is highly regrettable. I still remember the very first story I wrote when I was 7 – it took me about 2 years to write (but it was only 20 pages long?), and I just made things up as I went along. Now, it's almost as if I can't write if I don't have an end in mind. And more often that not, I'm too lazy to think of a whole storyline, so I end up not writing at all. I guess I need to be able to let the words in my mind spill on the page again, and then cultivate the habit of writing with an end in mind.
I hate how I realise the importance of a moment only when it's a figment of my imagination, or after it crosses that line in time and changes form into a memory.
Goodnight. Will write again soon.
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