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Monday, May 7, 2012
Somebody I Used To Know #3.5

选择用中文打拼这篇文章的原因:我知道你会因为这篇文章是中文的,所以你一定不会读完它,也一定不会有耐心读完它。你的华文语文程度是差到再也不可以,烂到投递的那种程度。虽然我的华文程度也好不到哪里去,但再怎样都一定没比你差。

已经将近一年半没用中文写文章了。现在想用中文表达自己的情绪,的确有点困难。



初次和你见面的那个时候,本小姐就已经对你感到好奇了。还记得前些月,我们俩的好友 X 告诉了我你对我的看法。在那闷热的下午,我和队友们的心情真的是烂到投递的。还记得你很搞笑,不断做出一些无聊的事情,使你身旁的人情非得已地笑了起来。虽然当时我没表现出来,其实我从那个时候就认定你是一个关心别人,爱逗人家笑的那种人。

过了不久我们成为了朋友。再过了不久,过了连续 N 天 N 夜不断通过简讯和在网上闲聊当中,你我之间的友情开始化为一种共同的喜欢。X 那时真的是喜气冲天,心情超高兴的。


我们当时的关系很奇怪。


I guess I was attracted to your guile, to your innocence. Because you were silly, puerile, childish – you were kind. This purity could have been what drawn me in the most. And I couldn't bear to ever hurt someone so kind.

But it was exactly this ignorance that made us lose it all.

 
你有回头望过吗?你真的没后悔过吗?



My Chinese prosé and writing is awkward, stilted and more than a tad too shabby. Please do not read the above unless you wish to die from how lousy it is.

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