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Wednesday, March 28, 2012
放开手是我最后的温柔

Spent over an hour watching Battle Royale and I swear, it's one of the goriest films I've ever watched. That's not saying a lot though, since gore and horror aren't the genres I usually go to. But now that The Hunger Games has been adapted into a film, people have been drawing up a lot of parallels between it and Battle Royale. So I decided to give Battle Royale a try but I didn't expect all that violence...

The film differed quite a bit from the novel and manga, and out of boredom and curiosity I spent my time reading up on the different characters of Battle Royale on Wikipedia. I was so grossed out reading how Mitsuko Souma actually raped and killed one of her classmates in the manga hdslka;dhskal;dhia;disa and how she raped/killed him was even detailed on Wikipedia ughhh.

Today (or yesterday, really) I watched the Student Leaders learn the Mass Dance for the upcoming Freshmen Bonding Camp. I saw Josh dancing awkwardly and stiffly amidst other people who were also dancing awkwardly and stiffly. Afterwards when they were taking a break I went to talk to him and he swore, I think perhaps because he was too mortified from the gyrating moves of the dance hahaha.

Had tea with Phoebe (Taiwanese food again!) and talked for really long! :-) Great company.



我沉默 不代表我不痛
我不痛 眼泪就不会流
总是安静承受 安静忍受 安静看你走

你说我 很适合当朋友
你说我 总是会听你说
你说别太难过 保持联络 有空的时候

把疼爱都给你 把疼痛都给我
最痛是当时微笑送你走
等到你转身后 眼泪也不敢流
只怕你偶然还会回过头
把疼爱都给你 把疼痛都给我
放开手是我最后的温柔
如果你能飞得 快乐自由
这疼痛并不算什么

想挽留 却为什么点头
我不懂 连我都不懂我
如果说的太少 爱的太多 有谁能够懂


Lyrics are not in order... But the melody of the song obscures the sadness of the lyrics.

How one person can seem to treat you as though you are the most important person in the world one moment, and then treat you like nothing the next – this confounds me. But why should it, when I, of all people, should know best how it feels.

我很希望总有一天你会了解自己失去了什么。

Walao watching cheesy Fahrenheit music videos right now hahahha wish my life was like a Taiwanese drama can some cute guy fall head over heels in love with me right now please


Sigh expectations ≠ reality. CUTE GUY (with awesome personality) WHERE ARE YOU

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